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[ May2305 // 2:03pm ] |
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heehee I want to see what they got on there machine ^^;;;
Messages part 2
“Beep! You have 20 new messages.”
“Friday 2:09pm”
“Riku it’s me! Shu, you know your little brother. What do you mean I can’t have your brat? We can share can’t we? I didn’t know you would be home so early so I thought me and Yuki would have some fun. Well I thought we could have some fun. I’ll forgive you for running me off with a gun. Come on Riku you know I wanted Yuki for a long time. Besides your working most of the time and Yuki needs some loving during the day. I’m not saying you can’t have him at night I just want him during the day so he doesn’t get lonely, that’s all. What do you say, call me back?”
“Beep! Friday 3:18pm”
“Riku! Riku! RIKU! I know your there! PICK UP YOUR DAMN PHONE! What do you mean you don’t want to see me? You just sent me this stupid e-mail saying to go away! I’m your older sister! Your flesh and blood! Riku pick up your damn phone! Father wants you to come back home and talk to him about Mia. RIKU! Oh my god, pick up your phone! I can’t believe you! RIKUUUUUUUUUUUU!”
“Beep! Friday 5:31pm”
“Hello Riku-san we are with the Tokyo Flowering INC. and we were hoping that you would like to buy some flowers? Please call us back at 555-7251. Thank you.”
“Beep! Saturday 8:25am”
“Call me when you got your book in the store! I LOVE YOU RIKU-SAN!”
“Beep! Saturday 8:39am”
“My friend gave me your number so I had to call! I LOVE YOU RIKU-SAN! LOVE YOU! CALL ME PLEASE!”
“Beep! Saturday 9:02am”
“Riku you have 1 week till the deadline. I trust you’re almost done? I’ll be coming by shortly have your stuff ready by next week.”
“Beep! Saturday 9:31am”
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! RIKU-SAN! WE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!”
“Beep! Saturday 9:50am”
“Good morning Riku-san! It’s Shu again. Why didn’t call me last night? I was waiting for you to call me? Where are you? Riku? RIKU? Hello! Hello in there! Anyone home? Yuki? Yuki-kun? Are you there?”
“Beep! Saturday 10:14am”
“Hello Riku! It’s Okita calling to see if you’re doing ok. Are you doing ok? I want to see you some time. Let’s get together and have lunch or dinner or a date in your bed? Hmm? How is your new book coming along? I bet your working hard. I hope Yuki-kun isn’t being a bother. I could take care of him for a while if you like? Riku where are you? Aren’t you home? Don’t you like me anymore? Call me!”
“Beep! Saturday 12:27pm”
“Isn’t this cool Hiro? Oh it’s recording! Hey Riku and Yuki! Ha ha ha! We I just wanted to see how the answering machine was going. I love you Riku!”
“Beep! Saturday 2:19pm”
“Riku? It’s Okita again. Where are you? I want to talk! Please call me back!”
“Beep! Saturday 3:06pm”
“RIKU! I’M COMING OVER AND TAKING YOU TO SEE YOUR FATHER! BE READY!”
“Beep! Saturday 3:17pm”
“It’s Shu I’m coming over and going to take Yuki to the Tokyo Zoo. Tell him to be ready in a few minutes.”
“Beep! Saturday 3:20pm”
“And don’t worry about Yuki. He’ll be safe with me all day.”
‘Beep! Saturday 4:09pm”
“Riku you didn’t call me! I want to see you! I want to talk to you! RIKU!”
“Beep! Saturday 4:32pm”
“Open the door Riku! NOW! I’m standing outside and with Shu asking to be let in to get Yuki to so to some zoo! RIKU!”
“Beep! Saturday 4:51pm”
“RIKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
“Beep! Saturday 4:52pm”
“YUKIIIIIIIIII! LET ME HAVE HIM! I WANT YUKI!”
“Beep! Saturday 4:54pm”
“I WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIKU!”
“Beep! Saturday 5:02pm”
“This is Tokyo Flowering INC. We didn’t get an order from you?”
“Beep! End of messages. Beep!”
“……………………………. I hate this thing.”
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[ May2305 // 1:01pm ] |
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I did this and I was board out of my mind when so here we go!
Messages
“Hi this is Yuki and Riku’s answering machine. Were not home now. ........ Riku? ........ RIKU!”
“Riku why didn’t you say anything?”
“……..”
“Riku.”
“……..”
“Awwww Riku.”
“What!”
“Riku don’t be mean to me.”
“You said my name 5 times already and why in the hell do I have to do this stupid answering machine thing. It’s stupid!”
“Oh come on Riku.”
“………”
“Please.”
“Grrrrrrr”
“I’ll do that thing that you like.”
“Oh alright but you better be rested because your doing your ‘thing’ all night for me and going to like it.”
“YAY!”
“Hi this is Riku’s place I’m home but I don’t want to talk to you right now or ever. Tell the machine what you want and see if it cares.”
“Riku!”
“What! It was short and to the point. I’m home and I don’t want to talk to them.”
“Redo!”
“Grrrrr!”
“Hi there this is Riku and Yuki. Were not home or we are but were really busy, leave us a message. But if your Riku’s ex GO TO HELL! HE IS MINE AND YOU CAN’T HAVE HIM.”
“…….”
“I like that one how about you Riku?”
“……..”
“Come on Riku.”
“Redo (again)”
“Awww Riku!”
“Fuck off! I’m home, I’m busy, and I’m fucking my brat!”
“RIKU!”
“What! That’s whats I’m doing all the time anyways.”
“You don’t have to tell people!”
“…..Do I care?”
“Riku!”
“Ok, ok here we go again!”
“I don’t want to talk I’m working on a book. Yes I’ll get it in. No you can’t have my brat Shu. I don’t want to see you sis. I don’t want any flowers or whatever you’re wanting me to buy. AND no! I don’t want to sleep with you Okita!”
“How about that? I thought it was good. Saves us with a lot of messages.”
“You’re so mean! And Shu didn’t sleep with me he only kissed me….”
“…….That was a kiss. HE HAD YOUR PANTS DOWN AND HE WASN’T REALLY KISSING YOUR MOUTH!”
“Awww you were jealous. I love you Riku!”
“Don’t you ‘I love you Riku’ me!”
“But Riku...”
“But nothing. Next time I see time I see his ass in here he is dead!”
“Oh Riku.”
“………lets just get this over with. The sooner this is done the sooner I get your pants off of your tight ass!”
“Riku!”
“I mean it and you better do your ‘thing’ or you get nothing.”
“Hi, hi! Riku is busy with me so leave a message after the beep! Ohhhhh! RIKU!”
“Yuki stop touching your self! Damn arousal! Damn machine! DANM BRAT!”
“Ohhh! Come on. It was true.”
“In your case it soon won’t be.”
“But Riku you said…”
“No, no! I won’t get coned into your hand this time.”
“Riku…I’m horny. Please come and help me with this.”
“Damn it Yuki!”
“Please! Oh Please!”
“Ahhh! Alright but first this stupid thing!”
“Ohhhhh ok Riku.”
“Damn brat.”
“This is Yuki. And Riku. Where not home right now. But if we are, were busy. Leave us a message. And see if we care.”
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| School (I'm at it?) |
[ May2305 // 7:00am ] |
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Hi ya ppl out in the real world!
I'm at school today....I'm really on summer break so why am I here. 2 things, band and math. XP XP XO! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! I don't like da math but I do need to know it for next year so its not 'that' bad. Though I don't want to do band b/c I already know what to play and how to play it. Gezzzz! Well next year I hope is going to be better. I'm going to be in comp. class ^^ yay! I want to be in comp. class cause of Mrs.Baker. She is so cool and she is good with comps (she worked 4 Sony....is that how u spell it?). Justin is going off on me b/c I woun't pick up the phone. I did see him Sunday and he followed me for like all the time is was at kroger. Hes hopeless as I always say. I wounder if he is ever going to try anything to me? Hmmm He might. He might just touch my butt and run off. Hmmm I put my story (the Kingdom Hearts one) on a person's lj and asked ppl if they liked it. I hope ppl are reading it and give me some comments. and help me with grammar. I'm really bad at grammar. I got 3 new mangas Friday, PeaceMaker vol. 1-3 (I think thats all there is too). I haven't stared yet but I will soon. well g2 be going bye bye!
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[ May2205 // 7:20pm ] |
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Hi ya
well I got like what 20 mins. till I have to ride my bike to bible study. Well I'm not scred of going there its just coming back home riding my bike in a dark street *shivers* I can see a Friday The 13th Freddy coming right behind me with an axe trying to kill me *shivers again* ahhh I'm scaring myself again. Well prob would be bad is Justin coming behind me in his van *shivers more and can't stop* ahhhhhh! Damn I need to stop doing that. Well going to watch Law & Order SVU bye bye/ Hope I don'r grt raped by Justin tonight.
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[ May2005 // 12:59pm ] |
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hi ya
I'm on my rent's (aka mommy) comp b/c my Fing comp is down. They had to put the comp from the tv room to my room. I don't mind that but I want it hooked up right now! Man I got a lot of things to do on my comp, I have to like send 3 or 4 people a Yu Yu comic and I wanna look at some stuff on mt favs. My room is also going to change I have a new bed and going to paint my room a diff. color. Now Justin has to come over and see what it looks like so he can have more of thoughs 'dreams'(and it would be the right room). I'm kind of angry at him. You see some girls keep showing there bras (and maybe more) to Justin and his friends. Its making me mad. i would go to schs and kick thoughs bitch's ass and give them a good kick in the face too. Why am I ma about that. Am I.....jealous? I can't be, I never been jealous before...
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[ May1205 // 9:06pm ] |
Hi Hi happy b-day to Waka!
Today I named my teddy bear. His name is Waka (I know I sound like a child but who do you think your reading a journal by?)! I got Waka as a gift from someone vary close to me. Who gave me Waka? I got Waka in Dec. when I was doing my play with Mr.West. Do you know now? It was given to me after the show, and I just loved it. You know NOW? I know someone does. Now I will tell you about Waka (btw when a Teddy Bear is named that is it's birthday):
Waka is a white and tan teddy bear who can grant anyone's wish. He is a lonely bear but finds me. His birthday is May the 12th. He is 1 year old and carrys a red star.
I will tell you more and I just might make a childerns book on Waka when I get older.
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[ May805 // 10:39pm ] |
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(not even going to bother with the "Hi" today)
Well today I have been thinking. Thinking too deeply I might say. I have been thinking about 'feelings' and 'love'. Well I asked a guy to my prom (he plays for my dad's jazz band) and he told me to call him (he gave me his number) but I feel something, I dunno I just feel aokword (is that how you spell that?). On the way home from bible study I had no feelings... I mean I had feelings for my dad and mom and sis etc. like family and friend like but not...love. Like I didn't feel anything for any guy I had ever met. Like I had a crush for this guy at church but now.... I just forgot about it. This is vary weird for me b/c I always feel something for some guy but now I'm not sure about anything. This is really weird to me and I have been in deep thought most of the day. Its hard for me to understand what I'm going through (I know what Justin is going to say "She is in one of her 'changing moods' so I better stay away" sorry Justin but thats sometimes what I now think). I have been reading "Chobits" more (I'm on vol.4) and the book Chi is reading is called "The city with no people" and its about this 'person' going from city to city trying to find the person just for her/him (I dunno what sex it is). I feel the same way. When will I fine 'the person just for me'? I think I'v grown up more then most girls my age. I have more needs of love then regular 14 year olds. I don't know why, well I mean I did 'some' sexual stuff when I was really just a little kid and didn't know what I was doing just did what felt right to me. To touch and feel things that was so unknown to me. I did get in troble once but it fired my 'wanting to know' more about this. Maybe I was a teen when I was just 7 years old? Maybe why I have been wanting a hub is b/c I exspince stuff a teen should do at a young age? Vary hard to understand I'm sure. Its hard for me too. Though I don't understand mush of sex like what they do or if it hurts I know I did stuff that a teen should (or would) do at the 'teen' age. Well I have a need to geart I guess for anyone to understand or grant me. I'm sure I'm not going to have a hub or even find a guy to love till I'm like 40... ehhhhh. Just I want someone to 'love' me I mean really 'love' me for who I am and what I want to be even though I still don't know what I want to be yet. Maybe I am a adult in a child's body.
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[ May405 // 11:45pm ] |
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Ok my sis is a "Dumb Ass". I keep on telling her that I'm not pretty and ALL guys think I'm odd and Jutsin is the only guy who loves me in the whole world. She says "I just want guys to like me." LIKE ME! I want them to accept me! I want people to think I'm cool and I'm grrrrr I dunno. And then she goes off on me saying "You are never with people! You just sit alone all the time. Even that nice girl at church was going to talk to you and be your friend and all you did was sit there!" OMG GET A FUCKEN LIFE AND LEAVE MINE ALONE YOU BITCH! She thinks that I'm too young to know what love is BUT boy is she wrong! I know I'm 14 BUT I'm more grown up then she or anybody eles THINKS! I think of killing myself! Is that a 14 year old girl talking? No I guess not! Grrrrrrr! Where is Justin when I need HIM! Damn my sister to Hell! Damn my family to Hell! GOD! MY LIFE SUCKS!
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hi ^_________^
I got a prom dress! yay! I got a black small dress and it looks good on me. I'm borwing it from D. My prom is on friday the 13th........its like a horror movie waiting to happen. Oh and I might take Justin with me to my prom. MIGHT I don't know if I should. All the girls at skool told me to go alone b/c Lura is going alone. *shurgs* I just want to slow dance with someone. Oh Quint gave me these flashes so here the are and there in order so watch them in the order I put them in.
http://thewired.us/Files/Flashes/Cat_Rabbit_01.swf
*few min.s later* I'll post them don't worry!
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[ May105 // 7:17pm ] |
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Hi guys!
I feel a lot better then I was 2 entirys ago. I was having one of thoughs days (That I HATE!). Today I got a new bike! YAY! Now I need to work mt sorry ass off. Oh and I got 2 new CDs today as well. Superchick is the band on both CDs and there so cool! YAY SUPERCHICK! the song "Hero(Red Pill Mix)" is my fav. song on there 1st CD, and "Pure" is my 2nd fav. on the other one. *sings* "I bring the pure flow water all around, the rocks of life won't pull me down." ^___^ couldn't help it its playing on my iTunes right now. Oh on the 3rd I have to see the teeth doc. XPPPPPPPPPPPPP I hate going there! They out there hands in your mouth EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! Oh well I'll get through, well better get ready for bible study. Bye bye!
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[ Apr3005 // 5:25pm ] |
I just came back from my weekend trip and I got a KOOOOOOOL Quiz 4 ya!
Your Japanese Name Is... |
Jin Shimizu
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and 1 more XD
You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy |
Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient.
You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.
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[ Apr2505 // 4:28pm ] |
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hey XP
My life S U C K S! Why the Hell was I even born!?!? I think It was a joke! Boys hate me, think I'm a guy, girls think so too, I had the "Killing Myself" thing again a few days ago (and I almost did, trust me.) and on top of that, I JUST HATE MY FUCKING LIFE! Some reason everything goes wrong in my life or I mess it up. GAHHHHHH! My life is crap! My sis says I'm pretty BUT look at her! Shes a living DOLL! Not a boy-looking-girl like me! AHHHHHH! Why must I mess up my life like this. I say I'm in love then I'm not then this AHHHHHHHH *slams her head on the keyborad (really I did)* I think I should never like anyone. I think thats what someones trying to tell me here! I could become a nun and forget sex and love God and God only. Life? I just want to wake up from this reality and go into a dream world where its only me in it. Maybe killing myself is not a half a bad idea! I could be in Heaven with God and not have a care in the world. Ya that sounds good right about now. SOMEONE KILL ME NOW! *rasies her arms out and closes her eyes* NOW KILL ME! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH g2g BYE!
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*waves* hey
ok I know its been a long time sence I written anything. Well ya I know but the h/w I'm getting just really sucks! XP! Skool sucks still, I'm on a new online form, I'm going to Atlanta in a week, and skool is almost over for the summer XDx100000000000000! I can't wait! *dances* I need to get out of skool. Now the RP form I'm on is called Gaia Online and its so kool! I'm not going to tell you guys who I am on there though. I'm keeping that to myself. But Gaia is SOOOOOOOOOOOO cool, all you RP fans must go and cheek it out. I worked for a while to get money for my high skool trip, and I had a deal with my mom that if I raised the money for the trip, she gives me spending money! And I did it! *dances* hope she gives me like $80 or $70.*sings* Malchick Gay, Malchick Gay I can be all you need, Malchick Gay, Malchick Gay! Sorry love the song. Well I better get back to work, c-ya!
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[ Apr1305 // 3:40pm ] |
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hi ya people...
man I'm tired. -_- *gets a pillow* I don't wanna go to Brass Band. bI have been doing reports for the last 2 weeks, and I have to make up a speech about Stem Cell thing and when I heard thatI was like "WTF Dr.Mills! You just gave us a report and a Biology projet (which I'm done with thank God) whats more do you want us to do? Solve the mystery of the world and what God really looks like? I think not!" gezz! I can't wait till its summer so I can rest for a while. well Justin is advoding me b/c I really need my space (I really do if your in high skool you get what I'm saying). I had this vary good convo with Quint (which gave my brain a jump start) and I think I mighty pick it up this evening. But man I'm tired I'm going to take a cat nap, night!
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| Song fic of Kingdom Hearts |
[ Apr1105 // 7:29pm ] |
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Sora & Riku’s kiss
Song fic by. Jessica “JC” Carter
Song: Behind Hazel Eyes
Sora’s POV
Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
I stood up and looked at the beach. The ocean always calmed me when I was thinking about Riku.
I sighed and whispered. “Why did you do this to me Riku? I thought you…”
But I couldn’t get the words out. It was just too hard. Riku and I were friends ever since we were little kids. Why now did he go against me?
“Why did you kiss me?”
I closed my eyes and remembered the first time I was kissed, by my only true friend, Riku.
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Your arms around me so tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
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I look out at the ocean. I had been there for a long time, but I didn’t care one bit. I liked the ocean. I thought it was calming from a wondering mind that I have.
I started to kick the sand with my shoe and make a hole in the ground.
“Wonder what Kair is doing?” I said to myself as if there was someone there.
Kair was a cute girl, but I have been having weird feeling toward someone, not her. I mean this feeling was vary different from any feeling I have ever had before. I knew it was one thing. It was love.
Now I can’t breath
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
“I’m in love with…”
“Hey Sora. What are you doing here?”
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Riku’s POV
I lay down on my bed, looking up at my ceiling just wondering what Sora was doing now. Sora was now my enemy, and now I have to kill him best friend.
“Sora what are you doing now? Are you blaming yourself because I am your enemy? Or are you thinking of a way to kill me?”
I smiled.
“Do you remember the promise we made and the kiss we shared? I haven’t, I will never forget.”
Here I am once again
Torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
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I walked by the shore. It was peaceful today, not bad for a storm coming in tonight.
“Humm Sora has to be at home, if a storm was coming in.”
I made a long sigh. I wanted to see him, but he was fishing all day, and never came back till 5:00pm when I was working.
“Silly Sora, when will you understand I want to be with you?”
“Wonder what Kair is doing?” Said a voice from in front of me.
It was Sora, and he was talking about Kair.
A pain went through my heart. Kair huh? I knew he would like Kair then me, but its most they my fault because I never told him how I felt about him.
“I’m in love with…”
Don’t say it Sora. Please don’t hurt me.
“Hey Sora. What are you doing out here?”
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes
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Sora’s POV
I looked behind me and saw Riku walking up to me. I could feel my self smile. I wanted to see him all day but my dad took me fishing and we didn’t come back till late.
“Hey Riku!” I said running up to. I wanted to tackle him but he moved out of the way just in time to see me fell face first in the sand.
He started to laugh which made me start too.
He put out his hand and pulled me up. He was strong, stronger then me, or ever will be. He was calm, and smart too. He was all these things and more. He was everything to me and I wanted him to see that.
“Sora what were you doing?”
I blinked at him.
“I was just thinking, like always. What are you doing?” I gave him a sly smile.
He smirked at me.
“I was just trying to see if I could find you.”
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
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Riku’s POV
I saw him run out to greet me but I knew better, I mean this was Sora. When he got close
I moved out of the way and he fell in the sand, face first. I started to laugh at him like always. I thought he would be angry with me but he started to laugh too.
I loved his laugh. It was like a little child’s but it was full of life, so new and innocent. He was so cute. I wish I could tell him that.
I put out my hand and pulled him to his feet.
“Sora what are you doing?” I said to him.
I wanted to know who he loved, even though he was thinking about Kari but there maybe some chance, just a little hope that he loved me. Not as a friend, but someone who he wanted to be with for the rest of his life.
He blinked up at me.
“I was just thinking like always. What are you doing?” He tried to give a sly smile but it came out cute then sly.
“I was just trying to see if I could find you,”
Now I can’t breath
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
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Sora’s POV
“You wanted to find me?” I said to him looking up turning a little pink.
He wanted to see me! I felt my gut just blow up.
“Yeah I didn’t see you today.I heard you talking to yourself.” He put his hand on my shoulder, which made me blush darker at the touch. “I heard you talking to yourself. Sora I want to know something. Will you tell me the truth if I ask you this?”
I nodded at him. What was with him? He was sad looking, I mean Riku has his bad days but I never seen him sad before.
“What’s wrong Riku? Are you sad about something? Did something happen to you?”
He leaned his face close to mine. We were almost touching. Our lips were so close. I could feel his breath when he spoke.
“Who do you love? Do you love Kair? If you do I understand.”
My eyes widen and I looked in his. He wanted to know who I loved! But what if he doesn’t understand that I only love him and not Kari. I loved him but what if he rejects me? What will I do now? But I can’t hold it in anymore! I have to tell him. He has a right to know.
“Riku I don’t love Kair. The only one I love is…you Riku.”
Here I am once again
Torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
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Riku’s POV
He looked up at me.
“You wanted to find me?” He was turning pink when he said this to me. Man he looked cute when he blushes.
Wait he was blushing? At me? Sora?
I want to know Sora, Who do you love? I want you to love me, but what if you love Kair? What do I do when I see you and her holding hands, kissing and when your older make love to her? I could never live with myself. I need to know.
I put my hand on his shoulder. I wanted him close to me when I heard this.
“Yeah I didn’t see you today.” I swallowed a little. . “I heard you talking to yourself.” I swallowed a little. . “Sora I want to know something. Will you tell me the truth if I ask you this?”
Sora nodded at me and said. “What’s wrong Riku? Are you sad about something? Did something happen to you?”
I leaned in close to him. I could see him blush deep red. I have never been this close to Sora in my whole life. It was amazing. Then I looked at him now ready to ask him.
“Who do you love? Do you love Kair? If you do I understand.”
I could see his eyes widen.
Oh no he must think I’m crazy or something. I can see it now. He is going to hate me forever. Sora, don’t hate me for loving you.
“Riku I don’t love Kair. The only one I love is…you Riku.”
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes
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Sora’s POV
“You love me?” He asked, pressing his forehead on mine.
I know Riku, this is different but please love me back.
“Yes I love only you.” I whispered leaning up a little further to his lips. I wanted to kiss him so much. I have always dreamed about kissing Riku, what would it taste like to kiss him and so on.
Riku made my dream come true when he pressed his lips on mine. I was so surprised that I kept my eyes opened, but as soon he licked my lips I closed them and opened my mouth for him.
Now his arms were around me and his tongue was in my mouth. I thought this was a dream but Riku moaned a little as his tongue explored my mouth. I gasped at the touch of his hips against mine.
His taste, his touch, his kiss, it was all Riku. He loved me and I love him. My dream was now real, this feeling was real, and Riku was real.
I pulled away gasping for air.
“Riku.” I whispered his name to him.
He pulled me in his arms and let me lay on his chest. I felt so warm, so free and so loved by the person that I have loved since forever.
“Promise me Sora. Don’t leave me. Don’t love another. I want to be yours and only yours. Promise me.”
I was so happy. I think I was crying.
“I promise Riku. I will never leave you, never ever!”
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I looked at the ocean again. A storm was coming and soon. I had better get going or we will be in a storm for a while.
I got up and started to walk away, but I turned around and took one last look at the ocean.
“Riku, why didn’t we keep our promise? I wish you knew I still love you. I promised that I will only love you and that’s what I’m going to do till the day I die.”
I walked off to the town after I said those last words.
Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
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Riku’s POV
Sora loves me! He loves me! But did I hear that right? Does he love me?
I press my forehead against his.
“You love me?” I asked him.
He started to get closer to me. Our lips were so close. I just wanted to throw him on the ground and just do him there, but I knew that would scare him.
“Yes I love only you.” He whispered to me.
I felt like I was in a wonderland. I didn’t notes anything in the whole world. No sound, no smell, only Sora. Only him.
I pressed my lips on his. I wanted to do this for a long time. I wanted to feel his lips on my own. I licked his lips wanting to be let in, and he opened for me to enter.
It was amazing, the taste of his mouth. I let my tongue lick the sides on his mouth, tasting more and wanting more. I wrap my arms around him, I wanted him with me. Close to me. I moaned softly as I put my hips against his. I could hear him gasp at the touch. It made smile at what sounds he would make if I would have gone a little further.
Sora pulled away from me and gasped. He whispered. “Riku.” To me. I liked hearing my name being called out by a gasping Sora.
I pulled him into me and let his head lay on my chest. I felt like I should say something to him. Just something. A promise? Yes a Promise to be together always and never love anyone else.
“Promise me Sora. Don’t leave me. Don’t love another. I want to be yours and only yours. Promise me.” I said to him. Putting my heart in it.
I think he was crying but I saw a smile on his face as he looked at me and said. “I promise Riku. I will never leave you, never ever!"
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I closed my eyes. Remembering that made me want to dream about him and never want to leave the dream world again.
“Sora, why didn’t we keep our promise? I wish you knew I still love you. I promised that I will only love you and that’s what I’m going to do till the day I die.”
I felt myself drift off and then soon I was asleep. Dreaming of Sora and I being together again.
“Someday Sora, someday.”
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Behind These Hazel Eyes
By. Kelly Clarkson
Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can’t breath
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I’m tore into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breath
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I’m tore into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore
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Here I am
Once again
I’m tore into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see these tears I cry
Behind These Hazel Eyes
for some reason I feel this way in this song. Why?
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Hey!
I'm on the skool comps. ON THE INTERNET! yay we got internet that we(that kids) can use now. I am happy! oh I got Chobits vol.1 saterday when I was at the mall with my church. I AM REALLY HAPPY! I love Chobits, I really love Chobits. I g2g BYE~
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yo everybody!
Ok God is love and he was loving to me today! *looks to the sky* Thank you God! Today I was the day that we were supposte(how ever you spell it) to do that Ink & Blood report and I didn't do it. So I was praying to God that I can write all of it in Biology class. And I did! yay! People there is a God! and it He made it even better for me. Dr.Mills came into class and seid "What am I going to do?" I was like "How thw hell should I know!"(In my mind of course) and then he seid "I'll let you'll do a report on Ink & Blood and turn it in during this week or friday and you'll get bounes points on you last grade(of the year! I need that!)." I was like OMG! Thank you GOD! So me and my good freind Lura turned in our report and gave eachother "high fives". Oh ya life is good. *lays back all cool like* yep all good. Oh ya I'm going to get to go to BAM tomorrow XD! YES! I love BAM(to all that don't know what BAM means its Books A Millon)! I'm soooo in a good mood. Oh ya Oh ya! *looks at her tank top* man this thing keeps trying to "pop" out. *ties the strings again so her boobs won't "pop" out* It keeps coming undone, I dont know what to do with it. Well also today I had to help my mom with this dinner thing for church, which wasn't too bad even tho I had to leave my talk with Justin *sighs* but I'd do anything for my mom and this was one of them. I wish I could hang out with Justin sometime, If he reads this he'll know I'm going to BAM and come and see me. Now that would be cool. I want to see him and talk to him. Me and him always have fun times(well ya you know what I mean, not sex I never had sex before). I would even like it if da Wired would come with him. Hes cool. I am vary tierd but I still have some h/w to do so I better get on that. bye bye!
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